Ex-Girlfriend had an abortion..?

I know how it feels if you loved her. The pain of her lying and cheating as well as the breakup isn't a sunday picnic. Truth is you are better off without her and it is a whole lot easier to get on with your life after dating only 8 months than it would be later. In my case it was 20 years when it ended which was 5 years ago. I believe that you will always have feelings about the situation the rest of your life if you loved her but trust me it does get easier to handle as time passes. Move on with your life and someday you will meet someone that treats you as well as you deserve,